I can't pretend any more... I'm a furry and it feels amazing to say it. When I was four years old, my family got our first pet dog. I always felt a stronger bond to her than my blood relatives, she was my soulmate, my true companion. I loved to run my fingers through her fur and pretend she was my mother, the matriarch of our pack. Last year she passed, and it took me a long time to get over it. I discovered, in the absence of a dog, that there is nothing I want more than to be a wolf, running through the snow, wind in my fur. The wolf called me. I spent a long time discovering my fursona, I feel as if I truly am her and I know every detail about her like I know the back of my own hands; her cute black spots on her paws, her petite wet nose, they are as much a part of me as my own body. This is Fantasy: Good luck to all of you out there going through what I went through!
Don't be so mean Queenie please, this really took some courage out of me and I don't appreciate being harassed. That is not what this community is about!
Where i live i am alone in the aspect that there is no other furries around me and i have to be alexander all the time in the offline world. However i keep holding on for the day when that changes or i can move to a place where i can meet other furries and if that day never comes and i die of old age where i am then i die with no regrets!